黑水精灵

     TNND!!!(申明!!我通常不这样说话滴!!嘻嘻)这作业吧,要不就不来,要来就狂风暴雨般袭来!我都已经嗅到我那被侵袭完只剩下一堆白骨且散发着一股恶臭的尸体味道了!

      不知道是谁一开始就给雨灌于了悲伤的角色，导致现在看到雨天，整个人都沉浸在混沌的思想中。

     对某某人的思念，随着我的呼吸进了又出，出了又进，却无法停止。

     窗外吹着南风，刮在身上又是如此冷。无数次说服自己一切已成过去，现在有着各自的生活，看了他的博客也知道他现在过得很好，而我又还在担心着什么？难道只是我的习惯？还是我依然无法放下？一个人走在操场上，头发被风施虐吹动，心里除了思念还是思念。只是那些故事都已成为历史，想起那天是25号！整整一年半的时间，或许缘分已尽，只是心还有不甘！如果说没有感觉了，为何要每晚都梦到我们在一起？梦到我们又一次相见，一起去了原来相见的地方，地点，人物，事物什么都没变，变的唯有这次只是我的梦境而不再是事实。每天醒来都会带着泪滴，只是每次都会擦干告诉自己，过去了，一切都过去了！而自己又做到了多少？！

      每日的微笑都是深深的心酸，想起那天透过烟雾看着窗外的繁华，一切都是那么朦胧。

      陪伴我的只是牛奶，面包，苹果和电脑。深呼吸一口，冷冷的空气，冷冷的心……只因为我要活着！

Just one last dance....oh baby...just one last dance We meet in the night in the Spanish café I look in your eyes just don't know what to say It feels like I'm drowning in salty water A few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise tomorrow will come an it's time to realize our love has finished forever how I wish to come with you (wish to come with you) how I wish we make it through Chorus: Just one last dance before we say goodbye when we sway and turn round and round and round it's like the first time Just one more chance hold me tight and keep me warm cause the night is getting cold and I don't know where I belong Just one last dance The wine and the lights and the Spanish guitar I'll never forget how romantic they are but I know, tomorrow I'll lose the one I love There's no way to come with you it's the only way to do Just one last dance before we say goodbye when we sway and turn round and round and round it's like the first time Just one more chance hold me tight and keep me warm cause the night is getting cold and I don't know where I belong Just one last dance Oh,Baby Just one last dance before we say goodbye when we sway and turn round and round and round it's like the first time Just one more chance hold me tight and keep me warm cause the night is getting cold and I don't know where I belong Just one last dance before we say goodbye when we sway and turn round and round and round (When we sway turn around) it's like the first time(hold my tight oh my love) Just one more chance hold me tight and keep me warm cause the night is getting cold(the night is getting cold) and I don't know where I belong(don't know where I belong) Just one last dance Just one last dance Just one more chanceJust one last dance

     刚才写的一篇，一不小心全没了。但说出来总算是好受很多。很久没有来这写点什么，今天算是从新开始我的自述吧。只是刚才写的那篇太长，现在也不重复拉！明天再写了！

    

           一切来得很突然，一切走得也很迅速。让我来不急去挽留。可也不需要挽留。

            缘是天注定，可缘尽是由人决定的。一个人的晚上我睡得很熟，不知道自己做了什么梦。只知道第二天眼睛很肿。最后的一条短信，我恢复了自由。一场不现实的爱情最终结束了！有过开心有过悲伤！过程走完最终看到的是结果。我能明白，既然选择了，就得去爱，既然爱了，必定会痛，既然现在痛了，那我也只能自己承担！

            奶奶离开了我们，不知道她在另一个天国里过得是否幸福。知道爸爸很难受，可是他很坚强。我无法忘记给他电话的那刻，他的故做镇定，他的语调，他瞒不过我，我哭了，更多是因为爸爸。爸爸也哭了，第一次，这是第一次我听见他的哭声，就在我耳边。不知道该如何安慰，只是心一阵阵的痛！

男儿有泪不轻弹！可又有多少人能在爱情及亲情做到？后来给姐姐打了电话，问起爸爸的情况，说他还算平静。我也总算是放心了。可我明白他心中的痛！

            一切都平静了，该做回自己了！明白了时间，明白了情重，明白了珍惜~！

            我继续长大……