对某某人的思念，随着我的呼吸进了又出，出了又进，却无法停止。

     窗外吹着南风，刮在身上又是如此冷。无数次说服自己一切已成过去，现在有着各自的生活，看了他的博客也知道他现在过得很好，而我又还在担心着什么？难道只是我的习惯？还是我依然无法放下？一个人走在操场上，头发被风施虐吹动，心里除了思念还是思念。只是那些故事都已成为历史，想起那天是25号！整整一年半的时间，或许缘分已尽，只是心还有不甘！如果说没有感觉了，为何要每晚都梦到我们在一起？梦到我们又一次相见，一起去了原来相见的地方，地点，人物，事物什么都没变，变的唯有这次只是我的梦境而不再是事实。每天醒来都会带着泪滴，只是每次都会擦干告诉自己，过去了，一切都过去了！而自己又做到了多少？！

      每日的微笑都是深深的心酸，想起那天透过烟雾看着窗外的繁华，一切都是那么朦胧。

      陪伴我的只是牛奶，面包，苹果和电脑。深呼吸一口，冷冷的空气，冷冷的心……只因为我要活着！

Just one last dance....oh baby...just one last dance We meet in the night in the Spanish café I look in your eyes just don't know what to say It feels like I'm drowning in salty water A few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise tomorrow will come an it's time to realize our love has finished forever how I wish to come with you (wish to come with you) how I wish we make it through Chorus: Just one last dance before we say goodbye when we sway and turn round and round and round it's like the first time Just one more chance hold me tight and keep me warm cause the night is getting cold and I don't know where I belong Just one last dance The wine and the lights and the Spanish guitar I'll never forget how romantic they are but I know, tomorrow I'll lose the one I love There's no way to come with you it's the only way to do Just one last dance before we say goodbye when we sway and turn round and round and round it's like the first time Just one more chance hold me tight and keep me warm cause the night is getting cold and I don't know where I belong Just one last dance Oh,Baby Just one last dance before we say goodbye when we sway and turn round and round and round it's like the first time Just one more chance hold me tight and keep me warm cause the night is getting cold and I don't know where I belong Just one last dance before we say goodbye when we sway and turn round and round and round (When we sway turn around) it's like the first time(hold my tight oh my love) Just one more chance hold me tight and keep me warm cause the night is getting cold(the night is getting cold) and I don't know where I belong(don't know where I belong) Just one last dance Just one last dance Just one more chanceJust one last dance

     刚才写的一篇，一不小心全没了。但说出来总算是好受很多。很久没有来这写点什么，今天算是从新开始我的自述吧。只是刚才写的那篇太长，现在也不重复拉！明天再写了！